My left hand

I realised...or rather not tt I realised, cuz the prob has been around for a really long time, juz tt it prob wasn't too obvious.

My left hand is really weak. Proved in many many points. E.g. i can only cartwheel starting withe the left hand, in the Huang Ho concerto my tremolo can't work out. For that tremolo thing i think it's because my thumb can't lift. (cuz it's octaves) I seriously think my hands have been overdevelopin to the stage that they no longer function normally. -sighs- and my left hand is really weak as in my fingers can't really move individually. -sigh- enuf of all tt.

I gtg prac my violin. HAHA.